In the name of Allah the all-merciful the gracious, I prostrates and pray. Day by day, I kept asking my self the same question. Why am I feeling this way, why I have to face this thing again? Im begging for your mercy, please don’t give me troubles that I couldn’t handle. Please dear God, please hear my plead.
I can’t bear how I will survive through this great pain. Practical is coming up ahead, and I have to be good to stay alive in school, to do works, assignments and all. I have to be 100% cool in front of my kids and educate them well without any bad emotional acts. I feel really heavy with this multiple task you are giving me, dear God. It’s like Im carrying a huge rock on top of my head.
The due date is getting near, but I haven’t touch my assignments yet as I am really depressed with my life now. I don’t see any good if I do the assignments and I keep them abandoned at the corner of my room. There is no good for me to do any works now because my mind is screwed.
They said that I have friends that could cheer me up and get over this, but dear God, I have none. They are gone away. That’s how life is, people come and go. And now I only have tears as my close friend. Yes, I am damn pathetic. I have nothing to live for. Sigh…
sad new year, i don't want 2010 to come
Dear Nyiur....dun be sad.wa kan ada beb.hahahahahahaha
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ReplyDelete.heyp babe~
ReplyDelete.dun b sad :)
aku rasa masa kao dah sampai sampai utk switch off ape2 tg tidak diperlukan lagi..make life as easy as ABC.. yg memeritkan tu buang jauh2 ketepi..:)
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ReplyDeletelot's of sad entry recently.
cheer up neo. there's always ups n downs in life.
when ur down, try to get up again and never give up.
cheer up..
get up..
never give up..
babe..Tuhan xkan uji kita di luar batas kita :)
ReplyDeletebersabar ok!
suke aku baca luahan kau yg ni.
ReplyDeletejujur..
aku lk rse sumtin.
do the best that u can do..!!
ReplyDeletepeace cik neo
ReplyDeletedon't know what 2 say to make u feel better but i wish that u will get through ur pain soon ^^
ReplyDeleteNeo..mmg kehidupan itu x selalunya indah..itulah cabaran yg terpaksa kita tempuhi.
ReplyDeleteko jgn cpt putus asa kerana aku pun mcm tu gak. Masalah xkan lari daripada kita tapi kita yang kena pk cara nk hadapinya satu persatu.
Cheer up neo..ramai member2 blogger ko support. Get back to old neo yg funky munkey tu keh.. :D
p/s: praying 4 ur happiness n hope my consultation going smooth this morning :)
darling~
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wa skrg ni kan cikgu rajen wat n3 english knp ek?
ReplyDeleteps;-jgn lupe tag ok cikgu !
nape sedey2,
ReplyDeletejom dtg rumah sembang2 ngan sy dan wife dan absyar hehe.
Agree dengan budak kuning
ReplyDeleteSwith off dengan dunia sekejap dan fikir sejenak... jangan lama-lama, dunia ni belum belajar nak hidup tanpa lampu neon..
Buang terus dengan benda-benda yang menggangu. Hidup ini cukup singkat untuk terus berduka. Cuba fikir kalau esok kita 'dipanggil pulang', cukup ker amal dan gembira kita di dunia nih untuk menerima perhitungan terbesar nanti?
Kena kuatkan hati dan move one step forward, insya'Allah benda-benda tuh hilang... Paling tidak pun kita terbelakang kan semuanya...
Jangan jadi hamba kesedihan
Macam aku suka cakap... Benci(Kesedihan) itu satu beban kehidupan, terpulanglah kalau itu yang jadi pilihan hidup...
Kena ingat JANJI ALLAH. Takkan Allah duga sesiapa di luar orbit kemampuannya. Sedangkan Allah pun yakin neo boleh handle, how could you say no!
Move on sis... move on
ada hikmah d'sebalik yg b'laku..hope evrythng will be fine amin
ReplyDeleteuiks neo.. even i ddnt know u, but i feel sumthing around ur space.. segala yg datang tu hanya ujian,, dan pastikan kite sudah cukup sedia tuk menghadapi cabaran dan dugaan tersebut.. harap byk bersabar.. cheer up beb..
ReplyDeletetenangkan fikiran, hadapi dengan tenang segala cabaran dan dugaan.. ade hikmah di sebalik kejadian.
ReplyDeleteCik Neo,
ReplyDeleteMemori biarlah sekadar pengajran untuk masa depan. Bukan menghantui.
Kalaulah ex boypren tue pernah tinggalkan neo dlm keadaan emosional - self fish...umpama dia ludah muka neo mcm tue je. Adakah neo sanggup terima org mcm tue?
Bg sy kesalahan besar bg lelaki dayus dan loser buat mcm tue pada perempuan. Sgt2 jahat. Tak bertanggungjwb. Dayus sgt2 bila tinggalkan popmpuan krn nafsu kuda die.
Jika benar die insaf.. suruh dia buktikan...
Jumpa mak ayah neon...
why sound sooo sad..lapangkan dada =)
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ReplyDeletejalan hidup masih panjang... masih byk yg perlu dilalui... xkn Allah timpakan ujian yg xmampu kte pikul... b strong
ReplyDeletenoj, nak tempuh jalan hidup yang panjang dengan hidup yang penuh kelukaan itu susah...
ReplyDeletelifesaver, tanx...
milimilo, macamana nak lapangkan..da sempit...
meo, tak meo he's done nothing such like that to me..he is fine, baik..maybe it just me..
fhad, terima kasih..aku akan cuba hadapi dgn tabah..
fhad, aku belum cukup kuat untuk hadapi semua..tapi aku akan cuba walau payah ...
farra eng, tanx doakan aku ye..amin...
aj nismihan, aku taknak pilih jalan kesedihan jadi teman hidup..mungkin ini kesedihan terbesar yang pernah berlaku..yang akan aku bawa dan takkan aku lupa sampai bila2..sebab itu mungkin susah..aku cuba..
khairi, terima kasih...
si budak aboi, erm..english week...kadang2 minggu bahasa..
aki, as long as im still breathing, im ok...
doku, terima kasih doku..aku akan cuba hadapi dan fikirkan jalan penyelesaian untuk semua ni...
rash, maybe all i need is just friend..truly a friend
meo, peace...
miss1904, i will..do my best...
lumut, kekecewaan itu membunuh..
eny, insyaAllah..selagi boleh bersabar,,,,
kayz, I will never give up, never..but still I lost my strength for now...
BK, untuk buang segala yang dah sebati dengan jiwa bukan senang, BK, insyaallah..akan aku cuba buat seperti ko kata...make life as easy as ABC..but life is hard BK..aku lemah...
intan, tanx intan....
akma, ;) ok...
Allah takkan uji hambanya dengan ujian yang hambanya sendiri tak mampu nak atasi..Sebab ko tabah la ko diduga mcm ni =)
ReplyDeletesabar... org lain bleh berkata sabar tapi diri kita yg menghadapinya...
ReplyDeletesakit, kecewa, benci semuanya ada...
tapi percayalah Allah sentiasa ada..
Dia maha mendengar.. pasti ada jalan keluar.. pasti ada sinar menanti...
tabah n kuat yer...
La Tahzan, cbe bce..buku motivasi yg sgt bmkna..mybe it can help u..
ReplyDeletearizzz, buku motivasi mana..kasik la aku pinjam...
ReplyDeletekawie, aku percaya pada Allah, cuma luka terlampau pedih..buat aku lemah;.
yana, tanxx aku cuba...
dont worry god wont burden you with things you cant handle. maybe you havent seen the way throught it yet. it might seems like a long way to get there but without knowing somtimes the solution is right in front of us.
ReplyDeletekeep praying and have faith in HIM.
suki, terima kasih suki..mungkin aku belum temui jalan penyelesaian masalah...aku akan sentaiasa berdoa dan berdoa...aku yakin pda Nya
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